Like another time i’m posting on it again. Returning back to my life, my college particularly, meet many people which have many character on their own mind. Sometimes i think why i have a feeling sad if i saw my friend have a high level than me. In every part that i like and love much more. Why i feel that? And i feel an empty happyness too. Am i depressed? Hopely so not. It’s normally i’m sure. It just like i’m feeling envy. Accepting our badself is a difficult thing. I can’t refuse it, but what reality could said? Afterthat i just want to pray for my better future.
I’m felt a little bit mean of grow up, dear. Sometimes a bitter life came and you guys may got a downcast. Gonna rebalancing ours if we have incompatibility with another person. Even you don’t, life would be pass. Cause we don’t have much time to sigh. Times too priceful if we compare with complaining (haha i can’t believe finally i’ve said this). But yeah we have another plan in order to become reality faster. Seriously it’s difficult, the hardly things to against ourself. It’s about life i thought. But if we together, bitter life isn’t too bad. I’m also a person who still learning a beautiful life. That’s why I believe rainbow come after all. And Allah always save a good plan.
I think my both upon paragraph randomly but serious, isn’t it? And my firstpicture...? don’t suppose that i’m a ghost please. Back to our topic, almost two years i’ve been here, Makassar. Away from my parents and setting my life by myself. Sometimes i proud ‘cause it had been two years. Although i miss my parents occasionally.
